Well, I guess it’s different from person to person. Some are able to recover without being weighed regularly, without being on a meal plan or weekly talks with a therapist and some aren’t. I wouldn’t have been able to recover, in fact I wouldn’t even have began recovery, if I hadn’t been weighed weekly and if i hadn’t met a therapist. And as you can’t seem to recover on your own I guess it would be better if you got help from outside. You don’t have to be afraid of your mom pushing you if you tell her about it. She can’t make you eat or anything but I am sure she would help and support you and make it easier for you. A BMI of 16.5 is really, really low and unhealthy and I am glad you realized that already. If you reach out for help you will be able to recover a lot better (probably) and you’ll be able to restore your health. I was afraid of other people pushing me to gain faster or recover faster or act normally faster, too but really no one did! I know you can do this xx
I’m not sure if I’ll have internet access in the cottage so in case I don’t: see you in two weeks and I’ll be back with a million of photos!!!
OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU’RE A WONDERFUL PERSON AND I LOVE YOU <3
It’s from Victoria’s Secret and I got it off ebay because we don’t have a VS shop in Germany and the shipping costs are extremely high :)